Free Love

So I've been feeling a little down lately. What better to lift my spirits than to share some love with others. . .

just a little love before going in Barnes and Noble

need a book or a compliment? ;)

love for some coffee condiments!


smile!

just a little reminder for myself!

Smile. Live. and remember you are loved!

What's next? When are you leaving? What are you doing?

All questions that have been asked over 100 times in the past week. I hate that my answer is I don't know. I'm a planner. I need a plan to feel comfortable and ok with where my life is. A lot of prayer is taking place friends.

Just to update. My boss asked me two weeks ago if I would be interested in becoming permanent. I said it would be an option I would consider. It would be a great opportunity to save up more money. So he is trying to work it out with his boss to pull me on full time, until then I don't know what is going to happen. Technically my last day in Miami with a job is April 29th, if I don't stay full time I'll be moving back to SC for a couple months, then on to Colorado. On the other hand if I do stay full time I'll be staying in Miami, which will be good no matter how many times I've said I hated the place. Maybe I'll take a Spanish class or two so that I can actually communicate with everyone. Also, if I stay I will start online classes through Colorado State (hopefully).

I feel anxious either way. Stressing financially if I don't stay and stressing about staying because it'll be the longest I've lived somewhere in a long time. I'm not sure I enjoy being grounded. I have a gypsy soul that was born for leaving. I do however find myself liking the idea of staying down here. Now whether or not that means 6 months or another year I don't know yet. I'm excited about the next chapter in my life I'm just ready to start already. So my fingers are crossed that I'm offered a full time position and planning on talking to the boss man again, well, in a few hours.

Last note:
If you haven't heard of Brett Dennen you should check him out. Amazingly talented.

Missing you

Thought about my mom a lot today. I don't know if it was my morning run with Red Red Wine popping up on my ipod, my trip to Michaels, craving Shepard's Pie, roommate making fried chicken or the many other random things that took place today. She was there every minute of it. Heart was heavy today thinking about her. Maybe it's the life decisions I'm making that make it more evident she isn't here or just wanting to hear her voice. Whatever it is, heart is heavy.

Random thoughts that crossed my mind today. . .

Wrote down the random thoughts that popped up today while I was going through the day. Ha.

I wonder where I'll be living come Fall?

I really want some goldfish right now.

Hmmm. Maybe I'll eat a grilled cheese for lunch.

That would be a pretty awesome photograph.

This coffee is pretty amazing.

I'm being pretty efficient at work today.

I'm exhausted.

Oh work tonight is going to be so long.

That would make a funny photograph.

Maybe I'll eat green beans for dinner.

Shoot, I'm running late.

This table of shirts is a mess.

Woo, we are getting out early.

I should buy goldfish on my way home.

I wonder where I'll be living in September...

(I'm noticing a trend... I clearly think about food a lot!) I'm super stressed trying to figure out where life is going to lead me. Hopefully I'll get word tomorrow from my boss. I promise a better blog post next time.

(Photo for the day)